The march till June continues forward and up until
now, things were staying on task. As promised to myself, I joined a local gym
and decided to stick to the treadmill till the first 20 pounds were lost. I keep
my eyes glued to the overhead TV’s so as not to notice that almost everyone
around me is at least 30 years younger. I try to always get in the first row so
I don’t see the low heart rates that 20 something’s at a higher mph and longer
duration that I can handle, have, glaring at me from their screens. I keep focused.
Then early last week, during a routine physical from
my doctor, I brought up the subject of workouts and heart rates and she stopped
me cold. “I know your son is getting married and that your treadmill walking,
so why don’t we do an EKG? It’s been a few years.” It was okay with me since I didn't feel that there were any problems to worry about. A short time later, I
was lying on a table while a young technician attempted to attach the leads to
my chest and thighs. “Okay,” she said, “Let’s fire this thing up”.
I was feeling
rather relaxed until I heard her say “Oh, this can’t be good”. Now my heart had
her attention. “Let me check all the leads and do it again.” So she climbed up
over me and checked all the connections. She ran the test again and turned with
a slight smile, “I’m going to get the doctor now.” I tried to sit up but was
tethered by all the wires. “Is something wrong?” She started disconnecting me,
“Oh, I can’t give you the results. That has to come from Dr. Ball” Not known
for my patience, I started to help pull the patches off “Well then, go and get
her.”
I have been a patient of Dr. Ball’s for the last 20
years. She knows my personality. “Don’t panic,” she said, “there is just a
little something that wasn’t there when we did your last EKG five years ago.
Could be nothing. Could be you had what is known as a silent heart
attack.” Whoa, from nothing to silent
heart attack is a broad spectrum. “Okay, a few questions,” she said. “First, I
know you don’t smoke now but have you ever smoked?”, “No”….”Do you ever have a
shortness of breath?”…..”No.” …..”Are you always tired?”…..”I get up at 4:30
a.m., five days a week. I’m always tired.”….”Okay, I’ll rephrase that, are you
fatigued, like, just too tired to do the everyday things you normally do?”…..”No.”……”Do
you ever feel like someone is sitting on your chest?”….”Only when someone is
sitting on my chest.”…..”Okay,” she smiled, “I’ll take that as a no. But still,
I want you to see a cardiologist.”
A few days later, I was in the office of the cardiologist
that Dr. Ball arranged for me to see. Although she said that there was no immediate
urgency, it seemed that things were moving fast. After a very short wait,
another technician was attaching wires to my body for the second EKG in six
days. She seemed to have a little more authority over this procedure so you can
imagine my surprise when I heard are say, “Uh oh, something’s wrong.” Then she got
up and went to the back of the terminal. “Ok, here it is, a plug is out” ARE
YOU KIDDING ME? “If I survive the testing procedures, my hearts in good shape!" She smiled and flipped the switch to start the procedure. “I have a few
questions to ask. Do you smoke?” Oh brother….
A few minutes later the cardiologist came in and
introduced himself. “What brings you in here,” he asked. I explained the
circumstances that led to the appointment. I assured him that I felt fine and
that I was just trying to get in better shape for my son’s wedding in nine
months. “I can understand that,” he mumbled while looking at the EKG readout. “I’ll
tell you what,” he finally said, “I’d like you to have an echo cardiogram and a
stress test this afternoon.” This afternoon? Sensing my growing anxiety, he said “Look, I have a light
afternoon. I can meet you at our heart
center in a few hours and we can get this over with, and then you can go back
to working out without worry.” I wasn't worried about anything till I saw a
doctor. I agreed to meet him later in the afternoon and went home to wait.
My mind was racing. In a few short days I went from wanting
to look good at the wedding to just wanting to survive till it. I was sitting
quietly in the living room where two hours seemed like an eternity. I turned on the TV to drown out the clock
ticking on the wall. Surfing through mindless daytime TV, I found the new Katie
Couric show. Today’s guest was legendary singer Barbra Streisand. Good! A
long-time fan, this would help pass the time. I flipped it on just in time to
hear Barbra say “Heart disease kills more women that all cancers combined
because we don’t get the classic heart attack warnings that men get.” Oh, just shoot me now. This had to be an omen
to beat all omens. It seems that Ms. Streisand had just donated millions of dollars
to a heart center in Los Angeles that now bears her name. The subject is her
new passion. I turned her off to watch the weather channel. I was sure there were
clouds on the horizon.
A few hours later I was once again half naked on a
table where wires were being connected to various parts of my body and another EKG was performed. “First, I
am going to take a picture of your heart,” the doctor explained. “Then, we are
going to put you and the treadmill and increase the speed and elevation every
three minutes.” I couldn't help but ask “for how long?”….”Until I think you've had enough.”…..”Should I tell you if it feels like someone is sitting on my chest?”….”Don’t
worry, I’ll know.”, he answered me. “Then, I will stop the treadmill abruptly
and guide you quickly back to the table and perform the second echo cardiogram.” Wait a minute, “So let me get this straight. There may be a problem
with my heart so you are going to pump it to capacity and hope it doesn't blow
before you can get a second picture?”….”Basically,” he smiled, “but we are equipped
to handle all emergencies.”
Well, my heart it the ball out of the park. Not only
did I handle everything he threw at me on the treadmill while engaging me in conversation, the second echo
cardiogram showed all four chambers pumping fine with no apparent arteries clogged.
“Your heart is working beautifully!” the cardiologist said beaming. "Go back to working out."
One primary doctor, one specialist, three EKG's, one stress test, two echo cardiograms, and many worried hours later, I was told I was fine....which is what I started out telling everyone to begin with.
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Okay....so why I am learning about all this heart stuff via your blog, sis?
ReplyDeleteIf I felt sick, I would have said something. I started out telling everyone I was fine....and I was! No worries for now!
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